I have a blog and I don’t post often on it. LOL
Anyways, this post is just going to be an update on the recent things that has happened in my life while not giving out personal information or precise details and I’m still not going to say every single new thing that has happened so….
First, I just graduated from the University. Yaay!!
Second, today’s my birthday.Double yaay!!! (August 6 in case it’s not clear)
I turn 20, that is to say I graduated at the age of 19!
Anyways, I plan on starting a wig business. I’ve actually started, I have the social media pages and all. Business hasn’t really kicked off though.
There’s also the question of “Now what?” which I don’t have the answer to yet. That’s what I’m going to focus on now, finding out what I want to do with my life and actually making steps towards achieving them.
I’d like to say that I’m not scared. That I am brave enough to do some things but in reality I’m not !
This is actually sad cos there are a lot of things I’d love to do or say but I don’t get to… for different reasons.
For one it’s cos I’m shy! To some this is no excuse but to me it is. It really hinders me a lot!! Looking back now I’m not as shy as I used to be but then I’m not yet where I want to be. I am still shy. I’m working on that though. Cos there’re sooo many things, so many opportunities my ‘shyness’ prevents me from doing. So many fun things. Sigh
Some times, I don’t do some things cos I consider the feelings of others. Not like they care about mine tho. Not like it’s a bad thing to care or consider others.
I worry sometimes and over think things. Like ‘what if this happens’, ‘this could end badly’ and I think of different scenarios. Although there’re good outcomes, I most times listen to the worse cases.
Basically, I think I hinder myself. No excuses!!
People do what they want, whenever but no, not me. I always have to stop myself and I’m not referring to bad things. Just normal experiences and activities.
I find myself doing pretty much the same thing every damn day! And when I want to try out something, my heart starts pounding fast and I get nervous and all.
I’m working on myself. To move outta my comfort zone.